I`m sorry to hear that tintin i think i read an article on the bbc website? she was an amazingly talented girl may she rest in peace..... If you dont mind me asking what answers were you looking for? can i help? there is a channel on sky which you guys can watch it may help you understand more about islam as there are quite a few lectures spoken in english by english to muslim converts.....the website is http://www.peacetv.tv/ @ Galliano of course its a challenge 30 days is a long time and the reward we get in this month is immense many "browny points" as it were towards the after life. after the month there is the festival of eid which is a reward, the feeling that we have been brought down to earth in a sense to realise what is going on around us...i.e. poverty,greed, sinning..which makes us more aware of our actions in day to day life.